Saturday 8th Nov- It been a kinda Sad day....

Its been a sad day today.....everything started off as usual My sister in law came to drop off my nephews...one min my nephews fight the next minute there best of buddys! Got woken up at 6.15am...ohh my gosh!! 6 bloody 15 am!! now tell me what that is all about?!

It got to 10.30am and i was ready to go back to sleep again, i put the lil one to bed first then went and layed on the sofa in the front room, my other lil nephew was laying on the 2nd sofa watching cbeebies....before you knew it we were all asleep!

Food wise ive been good....the carbs i did have for the day i used them up on a bag of crisps lol lol

but i gotta phone call from my mums friend....saying that her grandson had died from a brain tumor...my heart just went out to her...he was only 19...hardly lived his life atall. I dont even want to imagine what a parent goes through to lose a child....it just bought back memories of when i lost my nephew 4 rs ago.....i have never felt so much pain in my life....let alone what a mother and father must have to go through to lay to rest there child. It just really made me think about life....and making sure that u put things into perspective.....

Its not always about rushing here and there, it about doing things that make you happy, and spending time with people that you love. I send my prayers out to the family....because its such a hard time to go through. I kno they say that with time it gets easier....but how can you ever get over loosing your child???

So that just made me stop and think about the things that are important to me......i guess for me its just taking each day at a time....only God knows what lies ahead for the future.....

but i have really been so blessed in my life...i dont have much, but im so thankfull for the things i do have!

anyways didnt really have that much to say.....

will catch you on Monday...